Bad Times

Yesterday was one of the worst days. I didn't eat anything all day and went for a run for like 4 miles. I passed out in the street and was sick. Not good. I called C and he came and looked after me. He is such a gem, I really do love him. I will not be exercising anymore I have decided. Totally isn't worth the hassle!

Today so far I have had some chunks of chicken breast dipped in nandos peri peri sauce yummy!

phew!

still lost 3/4 of a pound lolz. Today :

2 bowls of cornflakes
2 peri peri chicken breasts. too addictive!

Plenty of walking today though. Let's see what happens!

binge zally binge

I feel sick.

2 bowls of cornflakes
1 packet of prawn cocktail crisps
2 chicken breasts wrapped in bacon with cheese
handful of carrot batons.

nuff said.

Happy!

Yesterday I ate 2 bowls of cornflakes and a bowl of prawn cocktail crisps and still managed to lose a pound! I was worrying about it all night as well.That's something. What to eat today though.. that is the question.

I don't know everything

First of all after my "binge" yesterday I still lost 1 pound. Made me smile all day. Today I have had 2 bowls of cornflakes with skimmed milk. Not too bad. Around 400 cals ish! During lunch today I went clothes shopping with a girl from work as she needed a dress for the xmas party this friday. She's really pretty and a size 8. Perfect really... grrr! In a way it was really nice walking around picking out clothes for her even though secretly in my head I was picking for me. It just made me think how amazing it will feel to pick out size 8 clothes.

Oh my god... in Warehouse I tried on a dress in a size 10 (jersey stretchy fabric) and it looked really good. It is soooo rare I think I look good in something so was a bit strange. Its £60 and I haven't bought it yet but will definately at some point. I thought I was trying on a 12 but it was a 10 on the wrong hanger. Made me feel really good about myself actually as I would never have tried on a 10. It hugged in all the right places and just made me feel pretty. I love it. :D Now all I need is somewhere to wear it to! I'm thinking a date with C!!!!

 Isn't it pretty!!!!

Lost another 2 pounds, wicked. Today i'm eating quite alot. I had about 10-15 carrot batons and 2 chicken breasts in piri piri marinade. Around 500 cals consumed today. Could be much much worse and it tasted beyond amazing! My thoughts are all over the place though. I'm sure I will feel awful later about eating so much. grrr.

Back to work

Well tomorrow I have to return. Don't really want to if i'm honest! On the upside while i'm at work i'm not around the house tempted by food. If anyone dares offering me biscuits they will feel my wrath! Today I had a pack of prawns, 1/3 of a pack is only 65 calories!!! Loving that. Lost 2 pounds since yesterday... not bad. So far since Thursday I have lost 8 pounds. Pretty chuffed really! I went from _ _.4   to _ _.9. I think thats 8 :S

Can't wait until I start really noticing the weight drop off. Will be a good couple of weeks before it's noticeable I think. I need to hide it as much as possible though when it is obvious. I don't want any comments or anything. People at work can be so nosey like that. The women are very competitive and at the moment i'm not really seen as competition but it gets alot bitchier the prettier you are. Sad but true. That's the main reason i'm not bothering with the xmas party, it's all about who is wearing what and getting off with what bloke. So superficial. I booked the day off work so I can avoid any questions.

I'm sure I will post again before I go to bed!