I am really getting rather sick of work at the moment. I am sick of seeing my colleagues who are apparently on diets sitting opposite me eating cupcakes, biscuits, sweets and talking about food constantly. It actually makes me feel a bit ill.
Hearing about Valentines plans as well is getting right on my nerves. I really don't care what my colleagues and their partners are up to tonight but for some reason I keep being told. It is a normal Tuesday, we are at work as normal.... it is commercial rubbish with the true meaning completely lost. I want to be treated nice all the time, not receive lavish gifts on certain days of the year.
Sometimes I do wonder if I'm completely sane and the whole world is just bonkers or whether it truly is just me that's crazy? Answers on a postcard.
Tuesday, 14 February 2012
Confused
Hi Errbody,
Last night I had a couple of bowls of cornflakes for dinner. I think I might go back to my cornflake diet, 1 bowl for lunch (if at all) and 2 small childs bowls for dinner. I bloody LOVE cornflakes! I need to start exercising more though, will be doing Zumba on the Wii this evening and might go out for a walk for like 30 mins-1hour. I can't decide what to have for lunch today, I might be naughty and have 1 bowl of cornflakes at my desk. I'm not sure if I am even hungry anymore though? Maybe I'm just thirsty again.
I am really trying hard to resist the temptation to find my scales so I can weigh myself everyday. It's driving me a bit mad not knowing my progress until the week is up. Saying that the theory is a weekly reading will be more accurate and impressive. I'm keeping all the printouts for reference.
I just want to go home right now, I don't like being at work and feeling constantly judged. The minute someone finds out your on a diet they start getting involved and asking questions. It's really quite ridiculous. Just because I'm not stuffing my face doesn't mean I'm starving myself.
Ugh :(
Last night I had a couple of bowls of cornflakes for dinner. I think I might go back to my cornflake diet, 1 bowl for lunch (if at all) and 2 small childs bowls for dinner. I bloody LOVE cornflakes! I need to start exercising more though, will be doing Zumba on the Wii this evening and might go out for a walk for like 30 mins-1hour. I can't decide what to have for lunch today, I might be naughty and have 1 bowl of cornflakes at my desk. I'm not sure if I am even hungry anymore though? Maybe I'm just thirsty again.
I am really trying hard to resist the temptation to find my scales so I can weigh myself everyday. It's driving me a bit mad not knowing my progress until the week is up. Saying that the theory is a weekly reading will be more accurate and impressive. I'm keeping all the printouts for reference.
I just want to go home right now, I don't like being at work and feeling constantly judged. The minute someone finds out your on a diet they start getting involved and asking questions. It's really quite ridiculous. Just because I'm not stuffing my face doesn't mean I'm starving myself.
Ugh :(
Monday, 13 February 2012
The Wanderer Returns
Hello,
What a difference a year makes. Life has changed somewhat, C is out of the picture which breaks my heart just a little bit, in a different job for a different company....... I have been eating well (a little too well) since March 2011 ish..... weight has gone straight back up again. :(
I am going on holiday to Iceland in a few weeks time, majorly excited about it too. Will post some pictures on here once I get back! This weekend we are going to get our currency changed up :D.
I promised myself that I would never write in this blog again as it brings back some bad memories but as it seems I have given in. It tears me apart to read my old posts and think about all the hard work that I have put to waste last year by over eating. I have been on a diet for the past week and lost 6 pounds (just slightly cutting back and no snacking) I haven't been weighing myself daily either and instead weekly I will go to Boots and get a print out so I have a hard copy record of my progress.
I think I need to start devising a weekly menu though, I don't like the thought of not knowing what I am going to have to eat each day and the calorie content. Maybe I will even post it on here again. For lunch today I am going to walk for the whole hour and just drink water, I've already drunk so many cups today. I'm gutted I forgot to take my diet pills this morning.
I better go anyway, I am supposed to be working :P.
X
What a difference a year makes. Life has changed somewhat, C is out of the picture which breaks my heart just a little bit, in a different job for a different company....... I have been eating well (a little too well) since March 2011 ish..... weight has gone straight back up again. :(
I am going on holiday to Iceland in a few weeks time, majorly excited about it too. Will post some pictures on here once I get back! This weekend we are going to get our currency changed up :D.
I promised myself that I would never write in this blog again as it brings back some bad memories but as it seems I have given in. It tears me apart to read my old posts and think about all the hard work that I have put to waste last year by over eating. I have been on a diet for the past week and lost 6 pounds (just slightly cutting back and no snacking) I haven't been weighing myself daily either and instead weekly I will go to Boots and get a print out so I have a hard copy record of my progress.
I think I need to start devising a weekly menu though, I don't like the thought of not knowing what I am going to have to eat each day and the calorie content. Maybe I will even post it on here again. For lunch today I am going to walk for the whole hour and just drink water, I've already drunk so many cups today. I'm gutted I forgot to take my diet pills this morning.
I better go anyway, I am supposed to be working :P.
X
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